29 notesAnd mental freedom… Once you’ve been to the edge, once you’ve felt like there’s nothing left to live for apart from the misery that is inside you. You feel like things will be like that forever. It’s like a pain inside that you can’t push out, it’s worse than any physical pain. But you lie in bed and you do so much thinking, in the dark. You stand in empty rooms and find yourself staring out the windows just thinking and thinking and thinking. You begin to understand yourself. You begin to understand everything- and you stop caring about other little things that seemed so important before. You learn to emphasise with other people, and recognise the looks on their face which was once etched upon yours. Some will never reach low points in their life, or maybe they will later in their adult life…but i’m glad i’ve experienced the bad periods sooner than later, it’s allowed me to scratch off the gloss and see the truth in everything, recognise what matters, recognise what doesn’t. It also enables you to see things in perspective…you can appreciate the good so much more when you have experienced the worst. Someone called me insane last night,and all i could say was..all the best people are.And i meant it.
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I wish I had foooooood. Fuck, no. I just wish for riiiiiice.
(Source: pastelfluff)